bye2 suture ^-^

H*&^ surgery clinic [23 april 2013]

ibu said today the doc will take off my suture from the operation. i felt nervous and throwing out tantrum since we arrived at the hospital. i knew this going to be a nightmare for me.10 am, the nurse told ibu that they'll sedate me with medicine. overheard my mom laughing when the nurse told her, they're going to sedate me with 80ml chloral hydrate. hey,give me something strongerla..i've immune with that sedative.hehe..

well,they decided to give me that,telan jela kan?hehe..2 hours,i still can play and sing without fall asleep.the nurse call the doc,so the doc said do it straight awayt.okaayyy..there were 5 people holding me while the doc tried hard to let go the suture off my head and stomach.i can say,the pain was unbearable.i cried my lungs out calling my mom and asked the doc to stop doing it.i knew my mom starts feeling dizzy when the bloods stream down from my head.even the doc asked my mom to stay outside if she can't handle it.but ibu was tougher than i thought.she didn't let me go,keep holding & calming me down & sometimes she face the wall, maybe try to keep herself on the ground..

after an hour being struggling with them, finally everything was over. i stop crying and shake hands with them and quickly asked my mom to carry me..well well, i knew i am heavy but i was totally out of energy,tired of crying, i guess.

i fall asleep until we arrived home..what a tiring day -.-'

VP sHUnt RePLaceMent -.-'

14 April 2013,i was undergo my routine surgery; the VP shunt replacement. start vomitting since saturday midnite, i keep complaining to my mom that i had terrible headache. until sunday morning, i was laid flat that my folks decided to bring me to the clinic.while waiting for my turn, i start throwing out yellowish liquid, only then they realized that this was the shunt problem (previously, i was throwing a projectile vomitting).

straight away to HUKM, i start vomitting the greenish liquid. CT scan was done, the water inside my brain already dilated.surgeon plan for the operation around 8.30 p.m.  to replace the shunt so that the excessive water will flow out. at the emergency department, i keep on reciting zikrullah until the others fall silence. maybe they amazed that how a little young boy could calmly overcome his pain (^-^). i didn't cry over injections, CT scan and medication..maybe i've get used to it (i've been having hundreds of injections, remember?hehe..i am the hospital baby)

i keep asking my mom to take my photos.pose setiap masa..and i was not feeling good.keep thinking,'is this my last moment with them?'

while being transferred to the operation theater, i said to my dad,"ayah,ammar nak masuk syurga tau"

my mom was the one who sent me off to the OT, i hold her hands tight while zikir and singing al-fatihah song. even the doc and nurses enjoyed my singing. perhaps they never see kids like me before. after the explanation about the surgery, the risks and all that, i said to my mom,"ibu,ajarlah ammar mengucap". i can see my mom's and doc's shocking faces when i said that..

alhamdulillah, operation went well, doc replace the longer tubes so that i will not going for operation in at least 6-8 years time.amin2..

p/s: anak kecik ni mmg betulla dilindung malaikat  (^-^)